I’ve done something really stupid, and lost 120 bucks in the process. The only benifit, if I even consider it as one, is that I’ve done a Bedok-Jurong trip twice over. Which prettymuch boosts my riding confidence.

Stuff ain’t that great with me right now, in terms of material goods. And I still have not decided where to go from here, academically or in terms of career.

Ain’t too good physically either. I miss fasting month, and how good I felt back then. Left leg’s still painful, despite what the therapist told me. Right leg’s gonna go kaput soon enough. And I’m back to pre NS days, which is the most fucked up feeling.

There be more fucked up things in my life right now, and certain losses which I just couldn’t put to words. Been trying to look at the bright side, like: end of NS, slack job as admin, time given (due to my op) and what to do to make the most out of it. And somehow, all those are always overshadowed by all the messed up shit in my life.

The sad song from 1 litre no namida ain’t helping either. Feelin’ so helpless.

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